?

Log in

No account? Create an account
Laissez-Faire [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]
The Artful Dodger

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ archive | journal archive ]

(no subject) [Oct. 2nd, 2005|10:36 am]
The Artful Dodger
[mood |discontentdiscontent]
[music |Death Cab for Cutie-Sould Meets Body]

Shower now.
Or not.
I hate work. Either way, my boss is killing me.


I will punch him in the neck.

Made a new friend and am slightly ecstatic about that.
Well, actually three new friends.
But, you know. It's all the same.


I hate buying gas. Hopefully my parents will be back before I get off from work. Maybe not.
The dogs were barking last night, freaking me out. I let them outside and there's a 12 year-old kid. On a bike. Stupid kid. You shouldn't be out after ten.

"I'm not crazy. I've just been in a bad mood for 40 years."
link2 comments|post comment

(no subject) [Sep. 17th, 2005|10:29 pm]
The Artful Dodger
So, my family is just going to avoid talking about.
We're going to act like it never happened.
But, it did. I'm not going to be able to see him and not think about it. I can't ever look at my stepfather in the same way again.
It's just...changed things. Alot.
Mother says to wait until the end of the year, when she's finishing up radiation.


God. It makes me want to throw up everytime I think about it.

I just need to move on from the first and embrace a second.
If you happen to need me, I'll be with Nostalgia in the bar on the corner.
link3 comments|post comment

(no subject) [Sep. 15th, 2005|10:29 pm]
The Artful Dodger
[mood |awakeawake]
[music |MxPx-Punk Rawk Show]

Yes. Spoon-playing kitties would be so fucking hardcore that it would be too hard to even begin to fathom the hardcoreness.
(i agree)


So, I was totally at work tonight.
And Soccer walks in.
Soccer and his friend.
And I almost died.
Be still, oh heart.





School tomorrow. No one is going to be there. I might just skip, who knows?
But, I think alot of people are depending on me being the hero and coming to school. And I have to tell Matt why Abbey is so fucking annoying.
Ai.
link2 comments|post comment

(no subject) [Sep. 12th, 2005|10:30 pm]
The Artful Dodger
[mood |lethargiclethargic]
[music |The Exit-Don't Push]

"What happened to the kitties?"
"They died."
"Why?"
"They didn't possess the talent to play the spoons."




I just want to drink until I see God.
(or whoever)


Find me in the line-up of somewhat damaged and unwanted merchandise.
link1 comment|post comment

(no subject) [Sep. 9th, 2005|08:36 pm]
The Artful Dodger
[mood |peacefulpeaceful]
[music |The Offspring-The Kids Aren't Alright]

So, here's the deal!

Kaleb came and picked me up. Then we went to Tyler's house so they could educate me on Aussie football. It was cancelled. So, we played DDR. I suck. But, that's not my point.
My point is, there's the boy.
And I've liked him since I first met him about two years ago.
I don't really now him, though.
...
The last brown bear didn't back up my bank, and I'm okay with that. I just want to be loved in return? You know.
And "love" as in such a watered-down term as possible. Because, in one way or the other, you love.


Ai?
Anyway.
I am tired, like whoa. My eyes are really blurring up. Mmmmm.
Let's see what I have::
a mended heart
a huge assignment due the 26th
a play to type
one more chance
work

Let's see how I can get through the weekend this time.
linkpost comment

My eyes are on fire. [Sep. 8th, 2005|10:05 pm]
The Artful Dodger
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |Bob Dylan--Positively 4th Street]

I take good care of my friends, so I deserve more.
Right?
I’m a bit sick of them taking advantage of me. I want one of my friends to take ME out and pay the $50 bowling fee for once. You know? At least give me some gas money.
Am I wrong?

Ellis wants me to go see “Godspell” this weekend. But I work Saturday and Sunday and am going out tomorrow night. Aw, but the thought rocks.


I thought that I would be depressed today, but I’m not. I’m really not. I am HONESTLY okay!

I was watching an “All Eyes on Kanye West” news peace on VH1 or MTV or something the other night. I really like his music, but he said some pretty ironic things.
like “the opposite of hip hop is gay.”
Who says that?
....whatever.

Parker and Jake invited me to a party celebrating their getting back together. I am happy that they are in love...again. But, it’s obvious they never didn’t love each other. They’re meant to be together, and it’s what makes me smile.

Life is what you make it.
Every morning, I watch the sunrise. And I thank whoever is up there that it’s another opportunity to find love.
Adieu!


(you are parked here illegally. please do not park here again. a second violation will result in vehicle being towed at owner’s expense.)
Damn parking lot nazis.
link6 comments|post comment

(no subject) [Sep. 5th, 2005|11:18 pm]
The Artful Dodger
Save the kitties.

Because kittens are so fucking hardcore.
link1 comment|post comment

(no subject) [Sep. 5th, 2005|01:59 pm]
The Artful Dodger
[mood |artisticartistic]
[music |Kanye West-Through The Wire]

Love is?
Love is...
Love is love.
Why can't we just keep it that way?
Why are you trying to come up with illogical explanation? Just, stop. Selfish is not beautiful. Stop thinking that it's you and only you.
Maybe it's true. Maybe all that glitters IS gold?

I miss my best friend.
I miss my family.
I just miss being in the company of someone who cares.

Who's with me?
link6 comments|post comment

(no subject) [Sep. 4th, 2005|08:18 pm]
The Artful Dodger
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |Queen ft. David Bowie--Under Pressure]

God.
I am hot.
I am fucking gorgeous!
But, oh sob! I do not have an awesome emo picture of my eye or of my eyemakeup streaming black stories down my cheeks.
Eh, to you guys.

I have now learned that the boys who are even too lazy to type out the word "YOU" are not worth dating.
And the ones who keep typing "lol!" every other entry suck.

But, you know. That's okay. Right?


Kaleb and I are going to take out our mad bowling skills.
Someone should join us.
And we will make it an effort.
linkpost comment

(no subject) [Sep. 3rd, 2005|11:02 pm]
The Artful Dodger
[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[music |Fischerspooner--Emerge]

And to Chorale Adam-- You have turned out to be an okay emo kid. And I appreciate you. Where's my inside beauty? I thought I found it, but then we lost it again. I think I have to reach deep for this.
"When there's nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire."
Just, help keep my feet on the ground and my head out of the clouds. Please?

You and I will listen to awesome music together.


Oh, I want Brown Bear to back up my bank.
linkpost comment

navigation
[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]